So Far So Good

Well today is the end of our class, and it won’t be long before I’m back.. yeah right.. as if, but yeah today is the last class for our ECSS cause we’ve finished 32 modules in 6 days, unfortunately it is not the end, it may be the end of the class, but tomorrow is the preparatory test, and the day after that is the official exam, well, I feel okay, it seems like something that is possible for me to do, I have a good feeling, and I feel like I can pass the exam, I mean there’s no pressure, I mean there is, just that it’s not as heavy as I felt when I was about to go for the Cisco test, like okay here’s the difference

The Difference between ECSS and Cisco so far..

ECSS emphasize on being a security specialist where you learn about hacking and how to hack, and for the first time in a really long time, what I actually learn I can apply in actual life, I mean I haven’t started hacking or anything, but that’s not the point, the point is that I learned something, okay next we have Cisco, so for Cisco class, mainly we study on how to answer the test, like we’re given few of the mock test and we have to answer it to try and get above 825 marks which is the passing score, mainly that is what we do for all the class which is kinda boring, and at the end I failed, although I do feel like taking it again, mainly because I’m influenced by people saying the pay check is high, so probably.

But ECSS is actually interesting cause you’re actually learning something every single day, during my Cisco class, I learn nothing, I just answered question and try to memorize it, at the end of the day, the only thing I got from Cisco class is the attendance certificate, I hope at the end of this month, I would be leaving my college with two certificate, which is ECSS and ENSA, weee.

Even though the class are tiring, Like 9 to 5, that’s like working, except my brain is probably fried at the end of the day, but I still manage to go jogging every evening, to tire myself more, well the one thing about being tired is that it’s easy to sleep at night, one of my problem is sleeping at night, even though I feel tired, when I close my eyes, I could close my eyes for hours and still be awake, hows that possible, even I don’t know, but yeah, that’s a problem that I face, so in order to avoid not being able to sleep at night, I jog to keep my self tired, yes it’s tiring but it’s worth it.

Other News

Well I got my eye on a MacBook ever since.. yeah, not really, but I am interested in buying a Macbook Pro, and when the 2012 line up comes, I think that’s the perfect time to own a MacBook Pro, cause the latest MacBook Pro would be revamped after the old one, which would bring a huge change the the latest MacBook pro, but it’s not official yet, there are a couple of rumors and it seems legitimate, what I currently know about the new MacBook Pro is gonna be is that it would have a:

-15″ Screen
-Retina Display
-USB 3.0
-Ivy Bridge Processor
-Thunderbolt Port
-Slimmer Profile
-Running on Mac OS X Mountain Lion *Confirmed

So yeah, I’m interested in buying one, I think it’s time for me to change, just really interested in trying out Mac OS, seems awesome when I was trying out the MacBook at SenQ, the OS seems intuitive and nice looking, how it would perform I’m not sure, I think I need a day or a week with a MacBook Pro to judge it.

Diablo III

So yesterday was the launch of Diablo 3, and as a lot of people, not including me, I mean I played Diablo 2 too, but I’m not one of those people who are waiting for 11 years for the game to come out, thankfully, anyway, yesterday the wait for a lot of people was over, I mean 11 years? seriously? anyway, one thing that I read on the internet that I find humorous is that, it took 11 years for blizzard to build Diablo 3 but it only took 6 hours for a Korean gamer to finish the game, I personally haven’t tried Diablo 3, mainly because I don’t have 218 bucks to spend on a game, I don’t have a high capable computer with a high performing graphic card to probably support the game, Maybe I’ll wait for Diablo 4, maybe another 22 years?

What I’m Interested In Doing This Holiday

Mainly Movies, there’s gonna be a lot of awesome movies coming out this year, and I’ve already missed 2 of it, which is The Avengers and Battleship which a lot of people have been talking about, hope to catch it on Blu-Ray or DVD, and next The Amazing Spider-Man *the reboot version, The Dark Knight Rises *The last installation of Nolan Batman saga, Twilight Breaking Dawn: Part 2 * maybe not in the cinema, and The Man Of Steel * But that’s coming out in 2013, yeah, those are the movies that I’m hoping to catch this year and next year.

Other Plans

Mainly travelling, it’s been a while since I’ve traveled with my family, hope this holiday would pay back for the times that has been lost.

So yeah, I’m pretty quite tired right now, even though I need to sleep, I feel like I need to finish a thousand words before I go off, there’s like another 80 words that I need to do, so I’ll just write gibberish until the word count points to 1000 words, so there’s really no point in reading this part and if you feel like you want to stop reading, it’s okay, cause there’s nothing here.

And like most stories end their scene with this word:

The End

Weight Loss:Season 2 – Week 13 (7/5/2012 – 14/5/2012) & The Next Two Weeks

Weight Loss

Well, I didn’t do last week Weight loss mainly because I gained weight, yeah, I went from 106.1 kg to 108.7 kg, which was my initial weight the week before that, and I wasn’t really sure that I wanted to do this week for weight loss, but I thought, why not, I’m gonna be here less than two weeks, so I’m gonna try and make the best of it, who knows, maybe I’ll continue Weight Loss:Season 3 back home, haha, yeah, that’s the dream, that is if it’s even possible for me to lose weight back home, which I don’t remember doing, well it’s kinda hard, but I’ll try my best when I get back home later.

So yeah, last week, actually, I did tried my best last week to try and lose weight, and the lowest weight I got was 105.3 kg, which is a lot, but unfortunately, I couldn’t maintained it until today, well, there’s a reason for that, on Saturday, we had a barbecue, I figured since it is the last semester and it doesn’t look like we’re gonna have a last semester barbecue which is only for our class, then I guess it’s a good time as any, so yeah I joined in, I didn’t planned on eating dinner cause there’s barbecue, but out of the blue I have no idea why it would be a good idea to eat dinner and barbecue, and I gained 2kg straight up that night, after going to my lowest weight point at 105.3kg, I went up to 107.3 kg after eating dinner and barbecue.. but I still have yesterday to try and lose my weight which is practically impossible, so yeah.

So for the week starting on 7th of May and ending on 14th of May 2012, I lost a total weight of 2.1 kg, I went from 108.7 kg to 106.6 kg, feel any De`ja vu there? yeah, seems like my dream of going under 100 kg is slipping slowly from my hands.

The Next Two Weeks

With that being said, I have like two more weeks left here, more or less, so I’m gonna try my best to lose my remaining 6.6 kg to go under 100 kg which is 99.9kg, which would be my last goal, well which is my goal that I made since I can’t achieved my first goal or my second goal, my first goal was to reach 80kg by the end of the semester, as you can see I’ve finished my final semester and I’m still pretty much above 100kg, so it’s obvious that I have to make a plan B, which is to try and lose and go under 100 kg, okay, I haven’t sorted out my plan exactly yet, but if I could divide the total of weight that I need to lose for two weeks, that would mean that I need to lose at least 3.3kg each week, I never pulled a big number like that for a while now, so It’s getting heavy, no pun intended..

The Problem Is

that it’s a little bit hard for me, cause we’re given food every day and 4 times a day, and I ate mostly one of those meals, and if I follow my heart, I might as well fail, I mean I could eat, but to a point that I can still control myself, I mean for several of days now, I’ve been giving my meal to my friends, cause I don’t wanna eat at night, and tonight I’m facing a sort of a dilemma I guess, I kinda feel like I wanna eat at night, I feel like it’s okay cause it’s only Monday which means I have 6 more days to lose 3.3kg, on the other hand, it didn’t worked out the last time I tried that, after eating on Monday, I would automatically feel like I need to eat on Tuesday.

Argh..

Last Words

Losing weight isn’t really hard, maintaining is the tricky part.

Well, I don’t really have much to say, and since this is a Weight Loss post, so it doesn’t necessarily means I need to write a thousand words *which I usually do, oh well, maybe next time

Happy Mothers Day!

Yes, it’s Sunday, and It’s Mothers Day, and I didn’t go to church, okay not the point, so mothers day, Usually on mothers day, I would celebrate it with my family for my mom I guess, cause Mothers day is for all the moms out there, so go out there and thank your mom and give her a hug, see that’s the thing I can’t do, cause I’m not with her right now, I’m far far away, and the worst part is that I’m an only child, so I’m kinda like the only person that can wish her, and if I don’t wish her, that would make me a terrible son, well I did texted, and I just finished talking to her, haha..

Anyway yeah, Mothers are the most important person in our life, as well as our father, but I kinda feel like mothers are more important, I don’t know, I mean maybe they should be equally important to us, but I just feel like more people are on mothers when it comes to importance, without mothers, we would not be in this world, without mothers, we would not grow up fine, without mothers, we would not have the right guidance in this life, without mothers, we would not be able to the warmth of a woman heart.

Yeah, I kinda wish that I was back home so that I could have breakfast with my mom, but usually it would just be dinner, like going to a mid range restaurant and eat foods that we don’t usually eat.

Not a lot to talk about.

What’s New?

Well nothing really, but I’m really interested in watching this show called Avatar:The Legend Of Korra, basically it’s a sequel to Avatar:The Last Airbender, I’m a big fan of Avatar:The Last Airbender which explains why I’m so eager to watch the sequel, So the sequel occurs 70 years after the first Avatar series, and the protagonist is a girl named Korra, she has all the bending technique like water, fire, and earth, oh yeah, she’s from the water tribe. So there’s only one more bending technique that she hasn’t learn, which is Airbending, so She’s gonna learn it from a guy named Tenzin, then I found out that Tenzin is actually the youngest son of Aang and Katara, they actually got together, anyway, it’s kinda nice to have a connection to the old Avatar series, and the bad guy I don’t really know who, but there’s this revolution group called “The Equalist” basically they’re the anti-bending and just want everyone to be equal I guess, anyway Korra needs to learn all four elements of bending to defeat The Equalist, and she is The Avatar, the last Avatar who was a woman is Avatar Kyoshi, so she’s the second Avatar who is a girl.

What did I do Last night?

Not much actually, just the same old thing, going jogging during the evening, then at night we had a barbecue, well, I have to say it was okay but not really great, cause I remember last semester when other people were having a barbecue for the last semester it was rather awesome, I mean they have barbecued chickens, noodles, sausages, drinks, and more, last night it was just chicken wings and rice, yeah, can’t really complaint, I mean it does reduce the stress for studying 3 days of security.

So yeah, think I gained my weight, well I did hit a lowest weight point last night which was at 105.3kg, but I gained back my weight less than couple of hours, due to eating at night and barbecue, oh well, still got today to lose it all.

Songs

It’s been a while since I found new song, and to be honest, life is kinda boring without anything new, I used to remember having a new song that I would listen over and over again without feeling bored, a prime example of that would be Foster The People’s Pumped Up Kicks, and I still listened to it till this day, that I would have to say is the power of music, so couple of weeks ago, I went online in my Cafe cause my friend was borrowing my broadband, so I was bored listening to the same ol’ song again and again, so I decided to go to Hitz.FM, and they still deliver, have been listening to them a long long time ago, I really like their breakfast show, sadly, I can’t listen to them anymore, cause there is no FM transmission for Hitz.FM here, however, I still can listen to them via online which is pretty great if not awesome, so a slight difference I noticed is that they have added HitzKK and HitzKuching to the online streaming which is cool I guess, speaking of streaming, I think I’m gonna do that right now, Even though my internet is slow.

So yeah song, ever heard of Calvin Harris? at first I thought he was the actor guy in Rihanna’s We found Love video, turns out he’s a DJ, and he has this new song called Feel So Close, it’s sort of a techno song, I just like the chorus where the sound of the guitar, other than that is Maroon 5 new song called Payphone, it’s pretty decent song, they try to make it more pop song cause they’ve stated that they haven’t make any pop song in a while, so their new album will emphasize on being more pop, then Karmin, yes, you know her from youtube, the white girl who can rap, well they have a new song called Brokenhearted and it’s really great to listen to.

Hitz!

So hitz, yeah, I’m currently listening to it right now, but it stops and stops after awhile which is kinda annoying, but it seems okay right now, maybe I need to stop opening too many tab in my web browser.

What’s so great about Hitz.fm?

Well it’s a radio station in English language, yeah I do like English, I guess I understand English much more than BM, but seriously, Hitz.fm plays all the best music that I’ve ever heard, most of the music that I like are mostly from Hitz.fm, so that’s sort of my reason why I won’t stop listening to Hitz.fm, in hopes that I will always listen to great music on Hitz.fm.

Anyway, thanks for reading and Happy Mothers Day

 

Midnight Post

Well hello people, it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything in this blog of mine, and lately it’s becoming a habit really, but honestly, it’s not my mistake, see I have this problem, where people always borrow my stuff and one of my stuff is my broadband, and when someone borrows my broadband, I’m basically have no communication to the outside world, which explains why I don’t blog rapidly these days.

Don’t you have a public Wi-Fi at your school?

Well, yes and no, yes I do have a public Wi-Fi at my school, but it’s at my cafe, so that means I have to drag my laptop to the cafe since it’s the only place where I can actually get in touch with the internet without my broadband, and no, I don’t have Wi-Fi at my dorm, not only that, but I just don’t feel comfortable blogging in public, to me, blogging is still kinda personal, where I can share my crazy thoughts to people who actually read my blog, other than that, I hate mosquito, the other thing I hate much more than mosquito is mosquito bite, yeah, It makes so much sense, I have mosquito bite marks all over my body, I hate living in an air-condition less environment, see, it’s not because I’m a brat, but seriously, mosquito is dangerous.

Well, it’s been a crazy week, keeping up with the schedule that were given is kinda crazy, it’s hard to keep up, so we start at 9 am, there’s a break at 10am, and a lunch break at 12.30pm, and another break at 4, so basically we end at 5 every single day.

Dealing with food

On one hand, it’s kinda good cause it is free, on the other hand, it’s standing between me and trying to get under hundred kilograms, yes I know it sounds crazy, so in one day, there’s 4 times meal, well actually only 3, breakfast, lunch, and dinner, the other one is just drinks and Kuih-Muih (I don’t know what the English name for that, and when I translate it using google, it became cakes, which doesn’t make sense). So for the past few days, I’ve been eating a lot I guess, and tonight is the first night that I don’t eat dinner, I mean I’m fine with eating, but it’s a little bit too much food to handle, see last semester we had this one week course, and students were complaining due to the food being given in a little quantity, so this time, it’s really a lot, like much more I can handle, honestly I can use a little bit of food, but this is too much, usually I would eat like a 50 cents worth of rice which is like one mini bowl, this is like 4 mini bowls, see how much is that?

Exercising

Even though I’m tired in class for a whole day which is 8 hours which is not really 24 hours, but still it feels like a long time, but the breaks makes it shorter I guess, so mathematically, it’s only like 6 hours, lemme see if I got this right, 8 hours minus 1 hour equals to 7 hour, and 15 minutes times two equals to half and hour, so 7 hour minus half an hour is 6 hour and a half, okay so I was pretty close, so yeah, we study for 6 hours and a half for a day, which is okay because it’s interesting. I’m just doing basic exercise like jogging, but lately, I’m doing more than just jogging, usually I would just go jogging for 2-4 rounds a day, this time, I can barely do three rounds, I can’t even do two rounds properly, so what I do is after I’m 1 and a half rounds, I go to this spot where there’s like two step of stairs, so I do sit-ups there, it’s only been a couple of days, yesterday I did 30 sit-ups, today I did 40 sit-ups, I’m aiming 60 cause that’s how many my friend did, the thing with sit up is it hurts my butt a lot, like there’s a bone in the middle of my but and every time I get up during sit-up it’s piercing my butt, so it hurts, I wish I had a pillow so that it wouldn’t pierce my butt through the cement, yeah I say butt, but it’s been a while, I mean it’s not bad, it’s better than the other word, and that’s the only way I can describe what it is, okay, maybe next time I use back side.

Futsal

After jogging and exercising, I was ready to go back, but as soon as I was at the gate, my friend called me to join them to play Futsal, it’s kinda like football, but just more smaller, football would consist for 11 people for a team, futsal would only take like 5 people, so yeah, I don’t usually play these type of sports cause it would take a lot of energy and the last time I tried I got hurt real bad, a friend was kicking the ball and it hurt my leg, and today was no exception, so usually if I would play futsal, my friend would always ask me to be the goal keeper because of my size, but today, I insist not to, because being a goal keeper is boring, all you do is stand there and wait for the ball to come up and defend it, so basically, I step up and became a defender, now I kinda feel like wanting to be a defender, cause I just wanna move, so today I did, every time a player tried to bring a ball near the goal post I would try to defend it, some were successful, some were failure, but I did had a great time, but today was no exception, my leg still hurt cause my friend accidentally kicked it while I was trying to defend it, good news is that I’m okay, just that it hurts when I press my leg.

So yeah, that’s my day, pretty awesome I guess, even though tomorrow is Saturday, we still have class cause on Monday was our registration and only Tuesday did the class started, so basically, we’re paying Saturday for Monday.

Well, it’s for the best anyway.

Thanks for reading.

 

The End Is Nigh

Yes, today marks the day of the end of our final semester examination, finally, I think it’s one of those days that we were sort of waiting for, hopefully it all went well, now there’s still couple of stuff to be done like covering our final report, other than that the one month course of course.

For the first time, I didn’t sleep before an exam, it was just bizarre, I did plan to sleep, unfortunately, time runs faster than I could realize, I was looking at the clock at one point and found out that it’s 5am, and our test was at 8.30 am, and I just thought to myself, if I sleep now, there’s a high possibility that I’m not gonna be able to wake up, so I took a leap, for the first time, I didn’t sleep, yes it was tiring, and I actually felt strange, though it’s not really my first time not sleeping, actually I’ve done a lot of those at home, to a point where I was still awake till afternoon, yes it was pretty crazy, but I think last night was a necessary sacrifice, cause today was one of our hardest subject and for the week that we were given to study, I’ve only used yesterday to study.. yes it was a stupid move, but the surrounding totally caught my off guard, that’s one of my problem, if all my friends are lazy, it’s like a disease that is contagious, and I became lazy as well, I tried to study since the first day, but failed to and studied last minute yesterday.

All in all, it wasn’t really a difficult test, but getting an A would be a miracle if I would be able to get that, I’m not even aiming for B, but I kinda have to, but I think it’s gonna be fine, I haven’t failed any test, so that should be good right? and I got a high mark on the second test so that should be covering for the B, yeah, I’m really hoping high, cause it is my last semester, and even though I don’t feel like I did much, even not sleeping for a night due to the exam, I wish I knew a way, why do I have to be so lazy at the last minute, seriously I need better friends.. the ones that are not lazy, cause it’s really hard on me, how easily I’m affected to their laziness, I guess I am weak, I guess I could improve on that.

On another note, yeah my madness has begun, I ate like 4 times today, and I gained a lot, and I didn’t went jogging, and I think on Monday, I’m gonna gain weight, but I’m not worried, I’m gonna lose it all the week after, and honestly, my goal right now is trying to go under 100kg, I think my ultimate goal is to hit 90 kg, cause that was my weight when I was in Primary three, yeah I was that much back then, and I gained a lot over the years, and now I’m hoping that I could lose for the better.

All I’m hoping for is that I can pass all my examination so that I won’t have to repeat another semester and I can get on with my life and pursue degree!, I have it all planned out, I’m gonna study for another 7 years, 4 years for degree and another 3 years for Masters, and take a break and do a business or find jobs, and after having some experience, I’m gonna take my PHD.

Actually I don’t even know why I’m even pursuing studying, I mean I’m not even interested in studying actually, but I guess it seems to be the right thing to do, and also I’m trying to pay back for all those years when I was in high school where I kinda wasted my life I guess, I really hope I can make up for that, cause all it seems that I’ve been doing when I was in High School is disappoint my parents, I just feel like I need to do something that they can be proud of, and this feels like something that I can do and something that they can be proud of.

Of course I’m still chasing after my dream, which I don’t really know what, cause it seems like there’s a lot of things that I would like to pursue, but I’m currently pursuing one of my dreams, and it seems easy enough, yes it’s this, not blogging actually, but writing, and there’s still other stuff, but I guess I could do that aside while I’m still studying, actually studying would be a great advantage to me, that is if I could interact with people more, since I don’t have much friends, I guess I could use my future class mates for a collaboration like that, I mean that’s how they all started right? as friends?

Yeah, so much for dreams.

To be honest, I have no idea what I’m gonna do after this, but pursuing educations seems to be the only thing that I feel as if I’m not really wasting my life doing something pointless, and start doing something that can actually help me in the future, but I’m lazy, I guess everyone is lazy so that’s not really an excuse, but I have a dream, that I still feel impossible to reach, I guess I’m waiting for an opportunity, I mean what happened to the dreams that I used to have back when I was a kid, like making stuff, and actually that’s it, I just wanna make stuff, seems reasonable enough, it’s functional, useful, and helping people.

Well, I’m surely gonna be blogging more since my final examination is over, yahooooo, gonna watch a lot of movies, and lay back, relax, and wait for the time to pass my by, again wasting my time.. but seems to be the only thing to do right now.

After not sleeping last night, I finally slept at 11am and woke up at 6pm, which is okay I guess, some of my friends are still sleeping due to not sleeping last night.

Okay then, gotta go, thanks for reading.

Something Else

Well, I haven’t been talking about other stuff than my Weight Loss, cause that’s seriously what’s interesting that I have, but I wanna have a change, cause I’m somehow inspire, yeah, I wanna write something other than weight loss, I mean being a blogger is not focusing on one stuff, but focusing on a variety of stuff, for me that’s what makes a good blogger, where they can write about anything and make it interesting enough for others to read, and visual aid is a plus indeed.

Anyway, yeah I have nothing to talk about, so I’ll just talk about my latest interest, anyway, yesterday, out of boredom, I decided to go to Nuffnang.com.my, I describe it as if I was in an adventurous train going into a jungle or something, anyway, so Nuffnang has this little spot where they have the blogger of the month, and to be honest, they’re all pretty awesome and they truly deserve to be Nuffnang blogger of the month, just hope that someday it would be me!, yeah right, like that would actually be possible, actually that would really be possible, I just have to have a positive attitude and content that people would actually like and not just read, yeah, I want my content to be something that people can enjoy, and not asking people to like them just because, but honestly, that would be awesome.

So last night I was blog surfing, yeah it’s been a while since I blog surfing, mainly because all the blogs that I go to don’t really update anymore, or just isn’t interesting anymore, anyway they’re still good, but I need something refreshing, so last night I found couple of blogs that actually awesome, one of it is http://www.ash-oh-tonic.blogspot.com/ and the other is http://www.chuckei.com/, okay so they’re sister, all I can say that, okay to be honest, I just looking at pictures right now, but I’m still reading, so it’s not really creepy..

Actually they made a lot of money off Nuffnang, about 1K a month, that seems to be a pretty considerate amount of money, and if I could get that just by blogging, I think I would be happy, I mean you’re getting money from something you write, something you create, and you’re getting money from it, sounds awesome doesn’t it?

I guess what I’m really trying to say is that I wanna be an active blogger, currently I think to myself as a passive blogger, what’s the difference? well this is sort of my definition, I don’t know if those terms actually applied, and I’m just making this stuff up, I don’t even know if they’re real or not.

Active Blogger
A blogger who search for something interesting to write about, usually a blogger with a camera, preferably DSLR to describe the photos in their blog so that it would make it interesting, Finding something that is way out of their comfort zone to provide an interesting post in a blog

Passive Blogger
A blogger who waits for something interesting to write about, doesn’t usually provide pictures in the post, does not seem to be interesting since there’s no pictures to help describe the story of the post, but purely words.

Yeah, that’s my definition, currently I’m a passive blogger, due to my current state which I’m still a student, actually that’s just an excuse, I mean some of the best blogger are students, I mean seriously, why am I even complaining, living life as a student is way more interesting than me sitting at home doing nothing, just that I’m lazy to find stuff, see passive blogger, okay I guess it doesn’t even matter now since I’m gonna finish soon, but I wanna change that is if I got accepted into University, I mean that would really open my horizon to another dimension.

But other than that, I’ve gathered some friends when I come back so that we could do a photo shoot someday, sounds interesting, well I’ve never done anything like that before, but one thing I’m concern about is something that my parents warn me ever since I was a little boy, it’s called Kutu Embun, basically it’s someone who goes out late at night and comes back early in the morning, yeah, my cousin used to be like that so my parent always warned me not to be like that, and till now, I never actually been out that long, which kinda explain why I don’t really have a lot of friends, if I were to have a lot of friends, I think that I would possibly be that, but now, I’m kinda concern, cause from my friends way of talking, it kinda sounds like that, so yeah, I’m kinda concern, but I’m do my best to not get into it, cause I don’t really wanna be a Kutu Embun.. haha.

What else.. Seriously though nothing interesting is happening, actually there is this Pesta Kaul in Mukah, but it has ended, oh yeah, I forgot to blog about that, well it’s pretty late already, maybe someday, I’m currently lazy.. hahaha, yeah, man why am I lazy, seriously though, I have like this one week gap before the exam so I have exactly 7 days worth of time to study, and I have wasted 4 days, but I’m not gonna waste today, and I’m gonna start today, cause there’s tomorrow and tomorrows tomorrow, basically I have three days till the final Exam..

After the exam we’re still gonna have a month of course, well the time table just came out yesterday and we would be officially finish on the 31st of May 2012, wee I’m going back at that time, but now my problem is transportation, I kinda do want my parents to take me, but seems like situation is not gonna allow it, I think I’m just gonna take a flight back home, even if it means sacrificing my trip to Brunei, the place that I haven’t go since I was a little kid, yeah it’s been a while, Other than that, I’m possibly gonna Graduate this year, I don’t know, my friend told me that there’s gonna be two days of convocation, so fingers crossed.

So yeah, basically that’s it, see nothing about weight loss what so ever.

Weight Loss:Season 2 – Week 11 (23/4/2012 – 30/4/2012) & TDCC

Well, today is a little bit special, cause instead of one result, I’m actually gonna be announcing two result, which is Weight Loss, normally done on Monday, and the second try at Ten-Day-Crash-Course which is just similar, yeah, I failed the second time, and let’s see if I could succeed the second time.

Anyway, I really had a tough time last week, at first it went okay, my weight went down day by day and I was quite happy, until Thursday came, yeah, I really feel bad on Friday, so there was no exam and it’s been a while since I’ve ate instant noodle, so it seems like a great opportunity so I cooked up some Maggi Tom Yam, then the worse was expecting me, after finishing eating, I weigh myself and I gained 1kg from eating instant noodle, I was bewildered, I mean how can this happen? even eating real food I’m not gaining that much, well, till this day I still don’t know what happened back there, but one thing for sure I’m not gonna eat Maggi anymore, even though it’s my favorite, argh..

And normally if my weight would hike up that high, it would go down that same day, but mine, it stick till the second day which worried me, cause I worked so hard to get to a point and a slight mistake made it some-what worse, but I manage to pull through, usually if something like that happen, I would usually make the same mistake again, yeah, eating again, haha, but thankfully, I find a way to not follow what ever I desire, yeah..

So let’s get started shall we? For the week starting on the 23rd of April and ending on the 30th of April, I lost a total weight of 2.6 KG, I went from 108.7 KG to 106.1 KG, wee, all I can say is that I work hard and it showed it, yeah, but I still feel so far away from getting to 100KG or even below 100 KG, but someday, I shall achieve that, but seriously, I feel like I need to go there before my days in this place will end, cause I’m petrified to go back home, I don’t wanna go back to the way I was before, so yeah, that’s one of my big concern, basically, I’m trying to lose as much as I can here, cause I know somehow there’s no possibility of me doing this back home, with my restricting parents, and.. but I’ll make it through, I’ll find a way.

So that’s weight loss, next is TDCC or known as Ten-Day-Crash-Course, TDCC started on the 19th of April, but I don’t think I did a post on that one, mainly because I failed.. yeah, I went from 112.7KG to 110KG, my goal was to lose 10 KG, after failing, I decided to lower the goal to a goal that I can actually reach, so my starting weight was 110KG and my goal was to lose 5kg, and my result was the same at 106.1KG, so I think that was partially pass, I mean I’m behind 1.1kg, so that means I lost 3.9kg in 10 days, which isn’t really impressive, but I’m gonna try for another 10 days, yeah, next TDCC will be on 10th of May.

My Current Weight

Yeah, the picture is a little blurry cause I was taking it in such a hurry, my weighing scale has been a little crazy so if I’m not fast, the result would be different if I weigh myself again.

For the next TDCC I’m gonna aim another 5kg, and hopefully able to lose it for real this time, cause I seriously can’t wait to be at 100KG or even better 99kg, wee..

So I’ve been having compliments lately, haha, yeah, feels good, cause I know I work hard, and people appreciate what I do, sounds strange, but I’m gonna take that as a motivation, and work harder.

Anyway, thanks for reading.

Going Jogging With A Girl

Yeah, it’s something that I don’t usually do, actually it’s something that I’ve never even done before, but yeah, today I went jogging with girl, which is sort of strange, so how did that happened?

Lol.. yeah, I don’t know why, it’s not like I’m trying to tell the whole world that I went jogging with a girl, but this is a new occurrence for me, so yeah, well at first she asked me if I was busy, then suddenly she asked to go jogging, which was strange, but I had to give her something anyway, and so I pursue to send her the things, actually I thought she was just playing around, but I met her halfway wearing a track suit and jogging shoe, haha and we jogged.

Well, this is truly my first time jogging with a girl, and my first thought was that I may not be able to go jogging far, and we only managed to go jogging for half a round which was okay, cause we did go to the gym which I managed to sweat a lot surprisingly, by going to the treadmill for 5 minutes.

All I can say is that, it was okay, yeah, but it’s really cool to have a friend that can talk cause I’m not really a talkative person, so having someone who can break the ice is okay, at first I thought it was gonna be awkward but it went well, there’s nothing really much to describe about it, but yeah felt like something from a dream.. haha

Anyways so tomorrow is weight loss day, and it’s the eleventh week and it’s the last week of the test and as well as our last paper on Friday, so what’s so special on tomorrow? well tomorrow is gonna be a double result day for my Weight Loss and 10-Day-Crash-Course, basically the same thing just different length of days.

So I’m looking forward for tomorrow hopefully I can pull it off.

Probably my shortest post..

Another Month Left

Well, it’s has been almost three years since I’ve been here, and another month and it will all be over and I can get on with my life, unfortunately I don’t really have one back home, seriously, all I do is eat, stay at home, stay up late, well hopefully not this time, hopefully, I will do something awesome when I get back and not just stay at home, I mean it’s good staying at home, it’s giving me that good boy profile, but on the other hand, it’s slowly killing me, not literally, but it’s like my soul is somehow consume within the four walls that build my home.

So I’m really excited? to get out there? I mean isn’t that really the point of studying for three years to face the world? I don’t know, but that’s what I heard one of my lecturer says, studying here for three years, do I have the key to unlock the real world? nice words, but I don’t really understand it, well partially.

But honestly, things changed for the three years, I’ve changed, haha, I wish, I really wish I bring many changes, but In so many ways, I still feel the same, I just wish that life could bring me in another direction.

Jobs?
Well, that’s all I’ve heard from my friends who are so eager to get our of this place, and find jobs to find a substantial income, I guess I’m not worrying cause I’m kinda still rely on my parents, I know it seems bad, but if you’re doing something that can’t get you an income, it’s not something that you should be ashamed, I know a lot of people are trying to get a job so that they can move out of their parents house and build their own family someday, sure I get that, I don’t know I guess it all depends on the parents, for me, well my parents are still attached to me, and I’m pretty much still attached to my family, for me, my parents is all I got, I ain’t got no brothers or sisters, lol, okay, sounds strange but nevermind.

Yeah, so jobs, well since I was younger, I never been interested in finding jobs, well, cause I see the stress that caused to my parents, on my dad, he used to come back late every single night, cause of his commitment on his job, at the end, he took an offer he can’t refused, but if he would have continued his job, he would probably be a manager by now, which is what happened to my uncle, which he got the role of branch manager in a bank and he’s quite wealthy right now.

And my mom, my mom obviously has issues with her jobs, mainly it’s with her boss, I mean I’ve heard lots of her story which are mostly complaints about her boss not being fair to her, well, I’m scared of that, but I’m not afraid to face if there’s something like that would happen to me when I do get a job one day.

Business?
Well, my uncle just started his own business which is a restaurant, and my parents are also about to start on their business which is baking cake, cookies, buns, and mostly foods, me? well I have three things on my mind which is:
i)Computer Shop
ii)Music Studio
iii)Photo Studio

Computer Shop
It’s obvious, cause I like tech, but more, I would like to help people, and by having a computer shop I think I would help a lot of people, not only that but having a computer shop you would be able to try out the latest tech in the market, that’s probably one of the best reason to open a computer shop.

Music Studio
Well, it’s this interest that I’ve had since I was a kid, learning to play musical instrument by myself, well I just want to explore with that more, and having a Music Studio would probably help me on another level, record my own songs, making songs, maybe collaborating with other people, lots of things could happen, and also having musical instruments lining up is always a plus.

Photo Studio
This is a recent interest, ever since youtube, yeah youtube used to be this place where all this not good looking video quality are always post up but always seems to make up your day with humorous video and entertainment news, but lately, it’s this place where homegrown movie maker with high definition video quality lives, and ever since that, I was inspired to make my own movie, but then with a DSLR I could do both, I could shoot a movie and take photo, for me, I’m not even a photographer yet, but It seems like an interesting hobby to have, especially when you have that one shot, yeah, being a photographer sounds fun and challenging, and having a studio would really be an awesome advantage but I don’t really understand what’s the connection, but It’s something that I kinda want.

At the end, if nothing really works out, I think I would like to work in a mobile shop, it’s my oldest interest, not really working in a mobile shop, but stuff, making my own stuff, but seems like that’s far from reality, but working on a mobile shop seems like a dream, although it doesn’t really seem that way, but holding the latest smart phone is like a pipe dream to some of us, mainly because phone these days are expensive, and it would be awesome to just hold it because it’s your job, and maybe I could change it up a little bit, like make a video review, I know there’s probably a lot of mobile phone video review on youtube, but doesn’t mean there can’t be more right?

Yeah, that’s my plans, doesn’t seem like much but it would have to do for now, until I find more on what I would really like to do.

Anyway, happy Sunday, and no I didn’t go to church.. but I will go, argh, it’s hard.. anyway bye.

Weight Loss Progress

Just thought that it would be awesome to show you who read my blog the progress of my weight loss from the first time I started out till recently, so here’s some post from the beginning to now of my weight loss series. Enjoy.

Weight Loss Season 1

Week 2 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/73
Week 3 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/87
Week 4 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/115
Week 5 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/134
Week 6 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/150
Week 7 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/166
Week 8 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/179
Week 9 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/191
Week 10 – http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/205

Weight Loss Recovery

Weight Loss Premiere - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/350
Two Weeks - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/378
Losing The Holiday Weight - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/419

Weight Loss Season 2

Week 1 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/431
Week 2 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/441
Week 3 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/467
Week 4 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/492
Week 5 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/502
Week 6 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/513
Week 7 – Skipped
Week 8 – Skipped
Week 9 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/529
Week 10 - http://august6th.defloix.com/archives/535

So that’s the latest one from season 2, there’s gonna be a new episode or blog post.. haha.. next Monday, and I might be able to make you surprised, that is if I succeed.

The story goes like this, At the beginning of the fifth semester after I was finished with my industrial practical, I gained weight till I’m 140kg, so at the fifth semester, I tried to lose weight, and documented it in my blog, which I’ve never done before, so I took the opportunity, and it has been well for me. And that’s the first season.

So after the end of the fifth semester, I went back and gained weight, but not as much as it used to be.. thankfully, but still a lot, so that was what Weight Loss Recovery is for.

Astonishingly, I lost a lot of weight during recovery cause it was mostly holiday weight, which I take to meaning it doesn’t really last a long time, but honestly, I’m really thankful, cause Recovery didn’t last for a long time, which could let me begin the season 2 of Weight Loss where I pick up where I left off last semester where I was at 118.7kg

In that term, last semester I was at 118.7 kg which is my last weight before I came back, then I went back gained a lot of weight, and now losing a lot of weight as well, but for that I have lose 10 kg, well if you look at it that way it kinda seems like it took a really long time for me to go from 118.7kg to 108.7 kg which is my current weight, but I’m working real hard to lose weight since it’s my last semester and my days are really numbered here, as much as I wanted to go home, but this is the only place and time that I can actually lose weight, so I hope that I could lose as much as I can here before I go back home, and try to continue it at home.